This morning I went back to face the reality. The fact that I was expecting to be a dream.
This morning my life again enslaved by the taste. A sense that I'm not able to accept it. Regret group is always just a shadow that always follows me.
Why did God create a sense of this for me? Taste should not have to always created for him. Why can not I get a sense of it since the first fight?? Why I'll open the door for her heart and let him come and settle there to live?
Had I known his arrival was as a guest in my heart so I will be treating her guests should have I know when he'll get out of this heart and return visit in the hearts of others.
Ya Allah .....................................
Why did not I realize? That he is making you sent me? Guests were already settled in my heart. Departure for me so sick, very sick. Even I tried alone to rise from keterpurukanku. To deal with it was I could not. Since all are painted with beautiful memories in my mind.
Maybe I'll try to remove it from my mind but not in my heart. I Love her with sincerity then did I have to lose outright.