Honey, make me confuse..

From the bottom of my heart,i want to spend my time with you,I want to live beside you,I want to die in front of you,i want to laugh,cry,sleep,eat,play and other things with you.

But my parents still need me here.I can't leave them..U know my brother right? he is always making trouble,he is a trouble maker! I am the only hope for them,I know u can't wait me for 4 or 5 years later.