when i senior high scholl i'm falling with someone, i don't know why ?

he didn't smart, handsome, but if I close to with him I very happy.maybe this is namely love, I want to with him forever, but its just dream. because he love my best friend, i'm very sad why ?

cause my best friend love too. maybe it is just my puppy love, so i try forgot him in my heart and my mind. and now i haven't someone special in my heart.